Been A While

I am sorry it has been a while since I last wrote. There has been a season of optimist football, heart surgery for my sister-in-law, swine flu for my son, a virus for my daughter, and pink eye for everyone except for me that has kept me busy. I have also missed a few episodes of the Friday night lineup. I will say that I have been feverantly praying for the last month for health for my family. It is scary when your children are ill and there isn’t anything that you can do for them. I have also been including in those prayers, mother God, Jesus, my angels, and my spirit guide. At times when you are overrun with concerns and feel helpless I find it very spiritually comforting to include all.
At times when dealing with the kids and needing but not having my husband there, I smell my father’s tobacco and know that he is with me. I only wish that he would show in human form and lend a human hand because at times, it has been completely overwhelming. I hope that you are all well and will write soon.
In peace,
M.

Friday night love

Friday night is a good, good night. I love the lineup. Ghost Whisperer and Medium. Don’t talk to me for two hours. The Ghost Whisperer got off to a bang with a delivery of Aiden, Melinda’s son. Then it jumped forward five years. Amazingly, Melinda didn’t age at all. What an amazing feet. I am not sure what purpose the show is hoping to fill with the five year jump. I guess it was central to the events of tonights show but I must say that I don’t really like jump forwards. Aiden as it turns out is an empath – feeling what others feel and taking on their symptoms for himself. Stay tuned.
Medium picked up with a new haircut (way cute), a bummer right side (thanks to a stroke), and four months in the future. Allison did regain her abilities and it was a classic black widow case. Joe also saw an opportunity for employment with a “green” company. All in all, I preferred the episode of Medium over Ghost. Let’s hope that they keep on coming and keeping on stunning us.

Friday Night is great

Starting Friday the 25th we will be able to get our fill of psychic loving tv. The Ghost Whisperer Will be followed by Medium all on CBS. Check your local listings. Man I am really stoked about it. I am EXTREMELY glad that they decided to bring Medium to a station that would fully appreciate it.

A lost cell phone

Tonight after football practice I lost my cell phone. I looked and looked for it and couldn’t find it anywhere. So off to home I went. However I knew that it was there at the field and that someone else had it. I prayed to God on the way home that it was in the hands of someone honest that would return it to me. At home I called my cell number and a girl answered. Sure enough it was at the field. It had fallen out of my pocket by the car and they picked it up. I raced back to the field and got my phone. From this experience as well as other recent experiences I am trying to trust my intuition because it hardly ever leads me astray. Tonight it was right on.

Palm Reading

I had my hand read for the first time at the western Idaho fair. It was $5. I did this just for the fun of it. Not having any expectations opened me up for a lot of information in a few minutes. I didn’t want to sit their nodding my head in agreement the entire time so I gave as little as possible. I would venture to say that I was a difficult read in some aspects. What the lady told me was that I have a long life line that is late 80’s, early 90’s. Long enough for me plus some, thank you. She read my children line. I have two really defined (check that one positive) and one that is really faint. She said that this child hasn’t happened yet. I didn’t say anything to her about me having my tubes tied because in actuality that really doesn’t mean anything. First of all we always have someone living with us that is in need. When my brother finally moves out and my children are in school, I can see them coming to us and saying, so and so is having problems with their mother, can they stay here for a while. Believe it or not, I have had three homeless people living with us at a time. My brother, his best friend, and their friend. All homeless, none contributing to the finances. So yeah we are those people. She also stated that I am not the kind of person to sit at home and do nothing. I like to work and will work all the time. Yep. Work 24 hours a day with my kids but I know that this will not last. I have recently decided on a new career path. She said that the finances aren’t that strong right now (correct) but that they are improving and later in life will be really strong (should be with the new career choice). She said that I could ask her one question and that she wouldn’t charge me for it. I asked her about my new career choice. She looked at my other hand and said that my education line is really long so I will be getting more education a lot and that the way that hand read, the career I want to go into is a good choice for me. Honestly, she nailed everything for me except for the kid thing but I believe that another kid will come in the form of a niece or nephew that needs us or our children’s friends. It was perfect for the whole sum of $5.

Lisa Williams in Idaho

It has been a while since the last post. I swear if these posts would write what I compose in my head then there would be stuff written all the time.
What is new in my life is that I went to see in person Lisa Williams. She came to Boise Idaho and gave a show. Of course, like all people there, I was fervently wishing that I would receive a reading. Alas I didn’t. However during one reading of a deceased female I did receive a couple of bits that let me know that my dad is thinking of me. The first is that the 19th is an important day. My father died on the 19th. Also the song Wind Beneath My Wings by Bette Middler is important. We played that song at his funeral. She does her shows completely different then Sylvia Browne. She doesn’t talk any about how she got into the business she just immediately starts to read for the spirits that are lined up. She begins with generic information and/or descriptions and then if an audience member hears or feels that the connection might be for them, they raise their hand. She eventually gets it narrowed down.There were some interesting readings but the most compelling concerned a little boy here in Idaho who had just been found dead. It has been ruled a murder and a suspect charged. At the time of the show, the suspect had not been arrested. Lisa Williams said that because this case drew her, she would work with local law enforcement to help bring the suspect in if she could.
If I had to choose a person or style of show that I liked better, Sylvia or Lisa I would have to choose Sylvia’s style better. Lisa was awesome and I am very grateful that she came to Boise and that I got to see her on stage in person. She is a lovely person.

My daughter came from…

Since my daughter was born, and through the fog of postpartum depression, I realized something. She has been sent here by a good friend. Three years ago on March 22 I had a very dear friend die by drowning. It was devastating and I felt his loss profoundly. No we weren’t involved. We loved each other as friends. He was a rock for me during my pregnancy with my son and I was his rock when he needed me. When he died his body wasn’t recovered for about a year. Everyone assumed that he had drowned but then there were times that we wondered if he had simply walked away and was living as a hermit somewhere. I know that it sounds funny but he was the sort of person that would have done that and had in fact talked about it sometimes. Since I was so distraught over his death, he sent me a message in my dream a couple weeks later. It was a dream that was very inappropriate but completely hilarious and I felt a ton of peace knowing that he was on the other side and that in fact he was dead. I couldn’t remember the date of his death and so I looked it up a few weeks ago and found to my shock that my daughter was born on the same day that he died only three years later. I thought at first that she was him. However, I no longer think so. I do believe that she was a male many times before in previous lifetimes and that is why I believed that she would be a boy when I was pregnant. I also believe that he sent her here to help me in some way. I feel very comforted by this and am grateful. I don’t believe in coincidences and the date isn’t one. Thoughts?????

A little depressed and couple other goodies

I want to write and say that I am sorry for not posting more. I have been going through a struggle that I thought I would not go through. Unfortunately I realized a few weeks ago that I have postpartum depression after having my daughter. I had it with my son and once you have it you are fifty percent more likely to get it again. It sucks but for me it is part of my life. I am on some medication now. The symptom that I noticed the most was the crying jags and the listlessness. My husband would ask what was wrong and all I could say was, “I don’t know.” The camels back broke when my son asked me why I was crying and was very concerned about it. I realized that I had a problem and needed help. So at the Dr’s office my doctor was asking my husband if he noticed symptoms before I had and he said that I was incredibly angry. That of course made me angry and I spit out denial. The Dr told me that it takes two full weeks to feel the full effects of the antidepressant but that if I truly needed the medication I would notice a difference in 24 hours. 24 hours later I did indeed realize that I was ANGRY! For no reason and for everything. I also realized that it had been a while since I had laughed. In the meanwhile there has been a couple of experiences that I will write about.
My husband was at my sister-in-laws restaurant when he saw a teenage kid standing by the restrooms. He went to see who it was because we were the only ones in the building. When he got to the spot where the kid was he got huge goosebumps and felt a temperature drop. No kid though. He asked his sister about it and our niece and they were like oh the one dressed in black jeans and black shirt. No big thing to them. They are used to him hanging out. I didn’t see him but I went back there and felt the temperature drop. No fan near there. My daughter is constantly cooing and sees people on the other side because she will look up to the right side and break out in a smile and then coo like she trying to talk. Sometimes she moves her head to follow the movement of someone. She loves it. I have felt my spirit guide around me recently – haven’t seen her again yet but I think a good step that I could sense her.
I will try to post a couple times a month from here on out for a while unless something really exciting happens that I need to share before then.
Thanks,
be peaceful,
be grateful,
M.

Medium Recap

I have really loved the last few episodes of Medium. There was a two part episode that aired and it was a doozy. Allison was offered and ultimately accepted a high paying job with a business firm. Another psychic was responsible for hiring her and luring her into the job. She (the other lady) thought that it was great to use her ability to help business practices get ahead. In the end I don’t know as if it is a great idea to trust a psychic that is money grubbing. Eventually it came back to bite Allison in the ass. The firm owned all of Allison’s dreams, regardless of whether the information in her dreams could save someones life, impede an investigation, or go against her moral code. I am going on record that I would never, for no amount of money, sell my dreams if that was the primary way to receive information. It is frightening to think that if you talked about your dreams or reported your dreams and helped solve a crime or prevent one, that you could be held liable and sued. Allison left the firm and now works once again for the DA. I thought that this episode was great and am looking forward to the next 2 – the final of the season.

New Show

Look for a new show called the Listener. It is about a man who can hear what people are thinking and then has to make a decision about whether of not to help them. It looks good. I will be tuning in and of course writing about it. I will update with the network when I see the commercial again. My brain has newborn fog right now and I can’t remember.

Update: June 4th on NBC – check your local times.